i can do that, right? it's that fucking with your mentality thing. were i worry about it day by day, i'd have to think about the 85 individual days i have left. were i to think about it in months, however...well, the word "month" just implies a much long time period anyway, so that's just a ridiculous way to go about things. but "weeks".
weeks is the perfect denomination in which to think about something like this. and because i am who i am, i'm going to think about it every once in awhile regardless, so i might as well go about it in the best way possible. its a doable length, having just gone through my first one, and the number of them between now and thanksgiving is not down to twelve, a very reasonable number. one i think i can deal with. not enjoy, or really be happy about, but deal and survive.
y'know, i figured it would feel lonelier being back here. without two of the people i could talk to most. maybe more than that if you just look at the end of last year.
it's a possibility these feelings will fade and get better as time goes on. i hope they do. for the most part. for now, i guess that's what cell phones, laptops and internet connections are for.
do you still read post secret? heck, you probably don't even read this. oh well...*shrug*