i can't believe i'm back in pittsburgh. about to start classes in about 45mins. and missing a significant part of my life.
it feels like i can't do this. it feels like its too hard. i should have realized when i came back you wouldn't be coming with me. i wouldn't find you riding your bike towards me the first day back on campus. i thought i had. i guess i had in theory. just not quite thought of the practice. i'm not prepared. you said thanksgiving will be here before i know it. is it here yet? if not, then its not soon enough.
it feels so empty...
...i'm wishing so hard.
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